Chronic Insomnia sucks ass

So I coudn't sleep til like 8 in the morning, you have NO idea how zombified it makes you feel until you've really been through it. And no, I'm not talking about just on days where you're feeling stressed out either. That's occasional bouts of insomnia. I'm talking about sleeplessness that haunts you everynight you lie in bed and the harder you try, the more awake you feel. It's kinda hard to truly appreciate the torment of insomnia until you too are a sufferer.
SO... I took my regular meds which I honestly didn't want to but I had to get some sleep somehow to be able to function at least semi-normall the next day which is TODAY and it's now bloody 4pm and I've only just woken up. Damn damn damn pills. This is why I hate them!
Let me go do my just woken up ritual, in hale some caffein and then come back and reply all ya mails alright? Sorry for the darn tardiness. Don't look at me. Look at the benzodiazepams if you must. Some evil shite they are. Don't even get me started on Xanax. Pfizer you suck.

How about a little Jason mraz in the meantime? ;)

My Current Obsessions and yes I do have others besides Masks

I am seriously lusting after a truckload of Dior stuff after visiting my friend Christine who's a beauty consultant for Dior. Here are but a few of them. If you don't know by now that I'm crazy over anything that even hints of PINK, then you really must try looking around you.
I want this NOW.

And this

And this:

Never did I think I'd ever want a baby this badly

Now, tell me that she's not the most perfect little child you've seen? I want her. And I want her now. Damn, does that mean I need to get that...that thing, ya know, that untamed, polygamy-prone thing called a husband?

My beloved...

The one who'll have my back no matter what. The one who lends me strength when all strength is sapped by life's cruel reality and screwed-upness. Sure, there were times when she pissed me off so bad I thought I could never speak to her again and there were times when she hurt me so much that I thought I could die. But don't all sisters share a love/hate relationship? Ours is more love than hate and I know now that without her, I probably wouldn't be here right now. (Cryptic much? :P)
I'll be looking out for you kiddo, come what may.

An Angel, An inspiration.

TV is good for you

Hurrah! And about time too. Grey's and Brothers and sisters and P.B are back. I know not for long though coz of the ya know, damn writer's strike and all. Bleah.


So anyhow, I am torn between watching them right now and keeping them for a later time so I can properly savour what I know will be one of the last few episodes of the season. And seriously, who even knows when the strike is going to end, if ever.

Let's revisit my beautiful homies, when they were still young, fresh and innocent and not quite so cynical and sombre as of the lastest season. I guess no one ever did like Alex very much huh. Notice how he's not here? =p Somehow, the hospital's just not the same without Isaiah Washinton. Damn him and his loose tongue.



And in other news, I've just received the samples I ordered from Korea. They are SO fast when it comes to responding to emails and it took all of 2 days for the samples to reach me! I am deeply, massively impressed. They would definitely be an absolute pleasure to do business with. Let's hope their masks are as awesome as their CS. ;) Gotta admit, they sure love their Da Jang Geum-esque models. This is their bio-cellulose eye masks. Ain't cheap but it's got all the good stuff like Korean Gingseng, Dong Guai and some other exotic sounding herbs. I'm sorry for the crappy quality of the pics. I blame it all on the phone. I promise, once I have the moolah, I'll get me a decent digi-cam asap. But for now, that will have to wait. Whatever (dwindling) savings I have left is all going into ordering more masks. Woe is me. So keep the orders coming, else I'll have boxes of masks sitting in my room and I'll have to use them all myself and sure, I'll have fabulous skin but at the expense of FOOD, CHOCOLATE and any semblence of LIFE itself.




Will keep y'all posted on how this eye mask works out as well as their *Magical Whitening Mask* (their name, not mine) which is also made of bio-cellulose. I just wish these masks weren't as expensive as they are. Oh of course they're not as insanely priced as the *Sake* famed one, in fact probably half or a wee bit more than half it's cost.

And don't pretend you don't know which brand I'm talking about. Coz you SO do.

Off to do some real work now. Of coures you know I meant watching the latest ep of Gossip Girl. Pfft.